I’m in a phase where I feel completely lost

“Something inside me started to want change, and now I’m in a phase where I feel completely lost. I work in theatre doing makeup, and I also work in a coffee shop part-time. I love doing makeup; I love the people, and that I can use my creativity. And for a while I thought – this is it! This is what I want to do for life! But even though I love it, it’s just not quite my passion. I know the first thing is to acknowledge that I’m lost, and then I can start the process of finding myself again, but why does this have to be so hard?”